When you destroy food systems, you force people into wage labor. They're dependent on imported items, which generate multiple revenue streams for the government. The government then extracts resources during times of chaos and mitigates pushback with a violent implementation of surveillance systems, crowd control, and population management “sciences” sold to other governments to create a perpetual humanitarian aid crisis. They want people who are programmed to submit.

source: oumnia boualam | neuro decolonisation


Today, this blurb reminded me of what matters to me. I left a 17-minute audio recording reflecting on this, on my phone, that I will type out here.

I need to grow herbs.
I need to track my finances.
I need to learn.
I need to exert energy to build strength
I need to paint.
I need to write.
I need to draw.
I need to take deep breaths.
I need to be in good standing in my relationships.




Do you ever think about how radical it is to be a woman and choose to use your body sexually to survive? Think of the resilience of a youthful body and the temperality of its nature. The human body's application is widespread, but reduced to categories, we see its orientation to survival. But, what does it mean to be used and possess capital value in the corporeal participation in sex? I am trying to justify why I hate the marketing of sex.